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<!--Generated by Squarespace V5 Site Server v5.13.594-SNAPSHOT-1 (http://www.squarespace.com) on Tue, 09 Jun 2026 04:31:25 GMT--><rss xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" xmlns:wfw="http://wellformedweb.org/CommentAPI/" xmlns:itunes="http://www.itunes.com/dtds/podcast-1.0.dtd" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><title>My Blog</title><link>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/</link><description></description><lastBuildDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2026 15:46:00 +0000</lastBuildDate><copyright></copyright><language>en-GB</language><generator>Squarespace V5 Site Server v5.13.594-SNAPSHOT-1 (http://www.squarespace.com)</generator><item><title>On Borrowed Sleep and an Unhurried Day</title><category>Diary</category><category>Exhibition</category><category>Ricoh GR</category><category>Starhill Eslite</category><category>e-ink</category><category>ramen</category><dc:creator>Haris Abdul Rahman</dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2026 14:04:55 +0000</pubDate><link>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/2026/6/7/on-borrowed-sleep-and-an-unhurried-day.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">321467:3370069:36507411</guid><description><![CDATA[<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body"><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="https://youtu.be/1I4LL8U8lCs" target="_blank"><img style="width: 800px;" src="http://harisrahman.com/storage/260607 Pic.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1780841184510" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 800px;">Please click the photo above to play the daily video</span></span>The night before had been thin on rest &mdash; the phone seeing to that, as it does, with a series of calls from the hospital that fragmented the dark into useless pieces. There is a particular fatigue that follows a broken night on call, a sort of low static behind everything, and I carried it into the morning like an unwelcome companion.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The round itself was mercifully quiet, which felt like a small mercy granted in compensation. I was nearly out the door, congratulating myself on a clean exit, when a transfer landed &mdash; the universe's way of reminding me not to count my chickens. I noted it, made the necessary arrangements, and then, with the practised detachment one develops, simply got on with my own business. The admission would arrive when it arrived. There is no sense standing guard over a thing you cannot hurry.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Lunch was ramen at Lot 10, that reliable warren of food where one can always find a steaming bowl of something restorative. A good ramen asks very little of a tired man &mdash; no decisions beyond which broth, no conversation if you'd rather not &mdash; and gives back warmth and a brief, soup-induced clarity. It was exactly what the day required.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Afterwards I wandered into Low Yat, where the electronics live, and emerged with an e-ink tablet &mdash; the iFLYTEK AiNote Air 2. I have a weakness for these things, the quiet promise that this device, finally, will be the one to organise my scattered notes into something resembling order. I know better, of course. But the screen is easy on tired eyes, and there is a small joy in the unboxing that I refuse to deny myself.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Anita, meanwhile, had a wedding to attend in Shah Alam with her friends &mdash; the sort of cheerful afternoon obligation that sends her off in good spirits and leaves me happily to my own devices. So I went home and did the most sensible thing available: nothing in particular. I chilled, half an ear cocked for word of the admission, the e-ink tablet keeping me mildly entertained while I waited.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Dinner was a quick one at Kerinchi, the kind of unfussy meal that suits an evening when ambition has long since clocked off. I had no appetite for anything elaborate, only for something easy and nearby, eaten without ceremony.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">And then, at last, rest &mdash; the thing the whole day had been quietly building towards. After a night so generously interrupted, an early surrender to sleep was less a choice than a biological necessity. I find I have stopped feeling guilty about these collapses into bed; the body keeps its own accounts, and it had a debt to settle.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">So a modest day, all told. A quiet round, a transfer to absorb, ramen and a new gadget, an empty afternoon well spent, and a simple dinner to close it. Not every Sunday needs steak and grandeur. Some just need a soft pillow and a phone that stays silent. Tonight, I'm hoping for both.</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/rss-comments-entry-36507411.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>A Saturday That Behaved Itself</title><category>Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad</category><category>Diary</category><category>Family</category><category>Family</category><category>Niko Neko</category><category>Pavilion Elite</category><category>RasaNya</category><category>River of Life</category><category>dinner</category><dc:creator>Haris Abdul Rahman</dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2026 13:53:52 +0000</pubDate><link>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/2026/6/7/a-saturday-that-behaved-itself.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">321467:3370069:36507410</guid><description><![CDATA[<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body"><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="https://youtu.be/chazQx5MegU" target="_blank"><img src="http://harisrahman.com/storage/260606 Pic.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1780840547417" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 800px;">Please click the photo above to play the daily video</span></span>For once, the Saturday round had the decency to be brief. I went in braced for the usual open-ended morning and was pleasantly disarmed to find it wrapped up sooner than expected &mdash; one of those rare occasions when the work and the clock cooperate rather than conspire. I was home early enough to have lunch at the table, an ordinary thing made faintly luxurious by how seldom the timing allows it.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The afternoon was kept deliberately loose, the day's real business reserved for the evening. There is a particular pleasure in a weekend with a dinner pencilled in and nothing much before it &mdash; the gentle anticipation of an outing, with hours to spare before it arrives.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Idlan, ever attentive to the finer details, slipped off for a haircut first, then met us at Pavilion looking suitably tidied. We had booked RasaNya, a nyonya-themed steamboat place, which is precisely the sort of inventive idea that could go either way and, happily, went the right one. Idlan committed fully to a mala broth, the kind of decision that announces a young man's confidence in his own heat tolerance. Our own tom yam, ordered with the modest expectation of mild, turned out considerably fiercer than advertised &mdash; a reminder that one should never quite trust a broth that looks innocent. We ate well, and warmly, in every sense.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Afterwards we drifted over to Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad to walk off the meal, the evening air doing its part to cool the lingering tingle of the broth. Idlan, with the unhurried instincts of his generation, steered us to Niko Neko for a matcha, while I opted for ice cream &mdash; the sweeter, simpler choice, and one I have no intention of apologising for. There is something companionable about each of us choosing our own indulgence and ambling along with it in hand.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">We took our time with the stroll along the River of Life, that stretch where the old city wears its best lighting and the water is made briefly theatrical. By night it has a quiet grandeur, the historic fa&ccedil;ades softened and the river itself behaving as though it has always been this picturesque, conveniently forgetting its more workaday character by day. The place was still buzzing &mdash; couples, families, the usual evening crowd out enjoying the cool of it &mdash; and there is an easy contentment in being one small part of that, neither hurrying nor lingering, simply present.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">It was the sort of Saturday that asks for nothing in particular and gives back a great deal. A short morning, a meal at home, an evening out with one of the boys, good food, a gentle walk, and a city looking its best. No grand events, no fireworks &mdash; only the steady accumulation of small, good things that, taken together, make for a thoroughly satisfying day.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">We came home unhurried and well-fed, the broth still faintly making its presence known. Some Saturdays simply get it right. This was one of them.</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/rss-comments-entry-36507410.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>A Bright Morning That Asked a Lot</title><category>Clinic</category><category>Diary</category><category>Star City</category><category>overrun</category><dc:creator>Haris Abdul Rahman</dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 07 Jun 2026 00:06:16 +0000</pubDate><link>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/2026/6/7/a-bright-morning-that-asked-a-lot.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">321467:3370069:36507397</guid><description><![CDATA[<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body"><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="https://youtu.be/N7qn-QDHkP0" target="_blank"><img src="http://harisrahman.com/storage/260605 Pic.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1780790838750" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 800px;">Please click the photo above to play the daily video</span></span>The day began sunny, in that disarming way Fridays sometimes have &mdash; the light coming in clean and golden, promising an easy run into the weekend. The sky, as ever, had not consulted my schedule. What it promised and what the day delivered turned out to be two rather different things.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The Friday clinic was long, and considerably busier than I had braced for. There is always a certain optimism in glancing at the morning list and thinking it manageable; that optimism rarely survives contact with reality. The patients kept arriving, more of them than the hours strictly allowed, and the list refused to shorten no matter how steadily I worked through it.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The morning, on top of all that, decided to test its mettle with a run of emergencies &mdash; several of them, stacked closely enough that there was no real pause between, only the brisk shift from one to the next. There is a particular adrenaline to those stretches, a heightened clarity while they last, followed inevitably by the slump once they pass. By three o'clock that slump had well and truly arrived. I was tired in the bone-deep way that no coffee quite reaches, the kind that announces itself plainly and will not be reasoned with.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Still, the work was not done. A quick set of afternoon rounds, conducted with rather less spring than the morning's, and then the paperwork &mdash; that great unglamorous tide that follows every clinical day, indifferent to how spent you are. I dispatched it with the grim efficiency of someone who knows that leaving it only makes tomorrow's pile worse. There is no wit to be found in paperwork, only the small satisfaction of an inbox brought to heel.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">By the time I surfaced, the better part of the day had been spent, and so had I. Home felt less like a destination than a reprieve. We had an early dinner &mdash; there is no shame in eating at an hour your younger self would have mocked &mdash; and I found my appetite for the day's events fully exhausted, replaced entirely by an appetite for the sofa.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The evening's sole ambition was to catch up on Star City, which Anita and I have been working through at our own unhurried pace. There is a particular comfort in a good series at the end of a hard day, the way it asks nothing of you but your attention, and not even all of that. We let an episode or two carry us along, the plot doing the work so we didn't have to.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Then, sensibly and without resistance, an early night. A long Friday earns one, and I was in no mood to argue. The weekend sits just on the other side of sleep now, and after a day like this, the prospect of two slower ones feels less like a luxury and more like a necessity.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">For now, lights out. The clinic will keep its tally for Monday. Tonight belongs to rest.</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/rss-comments-entry-36507397.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>A Day Without Clinic</title><category>Diary</category><category>Event</category><category>MSH</category><category>Max Family</category><category>interview</category><category>leukaemia</category><category>podcast</category><dc:creator>Haris Abdul Rahman</dc:creator><pubDate>Thu, 04 Jun 2026 14:06:43 +0000</pubDate><link>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/2026/6/4/a-day-without-clinic.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">321467:3370069:36507328</guid><description><![CDATA[<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body"><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="https://youtu.be/Nk2XHvvfF9c" target="_blank"><img src="http://harisrahman.com/storage/260604 Pic.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1780582049462" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 800px;">Please click the photo above to play the daily video</span></span>There is a persistent myth, chiefly held by people who do not do the work, that a day without clinic is a day at leisure. I am here to report, once again, that it is nothing of the sort. The clinic may have been absent, but the day filled its place with the brisk efficiency of nature abhorring a vacuum. By mid-morning I was already several commitments deep, with no obvious bottom to the list.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The centrepiece was a podcast recording with the Max Family, alongside my friend Dr Razak &mdash; a man whose company makes most things more bearable, recording sessions included. It went well, by which I mean the conversation found its rhythm early and rolled along without the usual stilted patches. There is a particular pleasure in talking with someone you genuinely like in front of a microphone; the audience rather fades, and you are simply two people enjoying the thread of it.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The trouble was that I had, with characteristic optimism, scheduled another meeting much earlier than the recording could decently accommodate. So we were obliged to stop midstream &mdash; that slightly graceless moment where a good flow is paused on the promise of being resumed, like leaving a film at the interval. I made my apologies, made my exit, and went to honour the prior claim on my time. The recording will keep. Conversations of that sort usually pick up where they left off, even after a gap.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">By the time the last of it was done, the tank was running low. There is a specific tiredness that comes not from any single exertion but from the sheer accumulation of obligations, each modest on its own, formidable in aggregate. I had earned my fatigue honestly, which is at least some consolation.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">I made it home before sunset, which felt like a small triumph after the recent run of late returns. There is something restorative about arriving while the light still holds, the day not yet surrendered to the evening. The flat was warm and unhurried, and I let myself decompress into it.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Idlan was full of his university doings, eager to recount his presentations from the day before. He is, by every sign, thoroughly enjoying his programme &mdash; and there is a particular gladness in watching that. The enthusiasm of someone in the thick of their studies, before the world has had a chance to dampen it, is a tonic. He talked, we listened, and I found my own tiredness quietly easing in the face of his momentum. To see him relish the thing he has set out to do is worth more than I could easily put into words.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">So the day closed as a good one, if a busy one. Plenty done, a recording half-finished and a friend's company enjoyed, a meeting honoured, home before dark, and a young man's eagerness to round it off. Not every full day leaves you depleted. Some, the better ones, leave you tired in a way that feels rather like contentment.</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/rss-comments-entry-36507328.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>The Ordinary Week, Reasserting Itself</title><category>Arrange</category><category>BTS</category><category>Bukit Jalil</category><category>Diary</category><category>Family</category><category>Family</category><category>apartment</category><category>ticket</category><dc:creator>Haris Abdul Rahman</dc:creator><pubDate>Wed, 03 Jun 2026 14:14:25 +0000</pubDate><link>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/2026/6/3/the-ordinary-week-reasserting-itself.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">321467:3370069:36507305</guid><description><![CDATA[<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body"><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="https://youtu.be/efGT0FSqlK8" target="_blank"><img src="http://harisrahman.com/storage/260603 Pic.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1780496132831" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 800px;">Please click the photo above to play the daily video</span></span>And just like that, the holidays folded themselves away and the ordinary week returned, unbothered by my brief taste of leisure. Back to work, then, with an early start &mdash; and the seasoned certainty that the first clinic after a long weekend would be heaving. People save up their ailments over a holiday the way one saves up laundry, and present them all at once. I was not wrong. The clinic overspilled, the list grew longer than the morning could decently hold, and the afternoon absorbed the overflow with weary good grace.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The traffic, too, seems to have remembered its old habits. It has been thickening by the day, the roads reclaiming their familiar congestion now that the city is back at its desk. There is a grim sort of reunion in sitting once more in a queue of brake lights, watching the minutes go and the distance not.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The real drama of the day, however, unfolded elsewhere entirely. Mak and Julia had stationed themselves at Zehn, locked in the modern gladiatorial contest known as the BTS ticket scramble &mdash; two determined people, several devices between them, refreshing pages and willing the servers not to crumble. I have witnessed military operations planned with less intensity. The queues, by all accounts, were brutal, the kind that test both patience and broadband.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">In the end, it was my account, of all things, that came good. Four tickets, secured against the odds, which I learned of via a flurry of messages bordering on the triumphant. So it is settled: we will be at Bukit Jalil on the thirteenth of December, somewhere among the masses, doing whatever it is one does at these things. I make no claims to expertise in the matter. But there is something rather lovely about being swept into someone else's joy, and Julia and Mak's delight was infectious enough that I find myself genuinely looking forward to it, expertise or not.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The rest of the day did what working days do &mdash; it filled itself, quietly and completely, until I looked up and found it nearly gone. I reached home late, though mercifully in time for dinner, which is the small daily negotiation between work and the table that I do not always win. To sit down with the household at the end of a long one, the food warm and the conversation undemanding, is a reward out of proportion to its simplicity.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Now, an early night beckons, and I intend to heed it. The first proper week back has only just begun, and there is no sense pretending otherwise. The clinic will be full again tomorrow, the traffic will not improve, and the patients will keep arriving as patients do. But there are also concert tickets sitting somewhere in an inbox, a small promise of December tucked away against the long ordinary stretch between now and then.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">For tonight, that is more than enough. Lights off, and a sensible bedtime, earned.</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/rss-comments-entry-36507305.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>The Second Verse of a Familiar Song</title><category>Banglo 289</category><category>Bangsar Shopping Centre</category><category>Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad</category><category>Busaba</category><category>Diary</category><category>Family</category><category>lunch</category><dc:creator>Haris Abdul Rahman</dc:creator><pubDate>Tue, 02 Jun 2026 13:19:10 +0000</pubDate><link>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/2026/6/2/the-second-verse-of-a-familiar-song.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">321467:3370069:36507276</guid><description><![CDATA[<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body"><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="https://youtu.be/FHJl0eDpQaQ" target="_blank"><img src="http://harisrahman.com/storage/260602 Pic.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1780406396708" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 800px;">Please click the photo above to play the daily video</span></span>Two holidays in a row is the sort of luck that ought to feel indulgent, though the wards remain stubbornly indifferent to such generosity. So once again I rose early, while the rest of the household enjoyed the particular smugness of having nowhere to be, and went to do the morning round &mdash; still covering for the two colleagues whose meeting in China had stretched comfortably across the long weekend.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">I have no complaints. The rounds were smooth, almost suspiciously so, the kind of morning where everything is where it should be and nobody springs any surprises. There is a quiet satisfaction in that, the professional equivalent of finding the milk hasn't turned. By the time I left, the day still had most of itself ahead, which is the chief reward of an early start one didn't ask for.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Lunch was the day's small adventure. We went to Banglo 289, tucked within Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad &mdash; a building I have admired from the outside for the better part of my life without ever expecting to eat inside it. I arrived with the modest expectations one brings to any restaurant trading partly on its address, and was promptly proven wrong. The ambience was genuinely lovely, the sort of room that makes you sit a little straighter, and the food more than held its end of the bargain. Better than expected is faint praise on paper, but in practice it is one of life's more pleasant verdicts.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The afternoon was given over to a nap, which I will defend to anyone. There is no finer use of a holiday than the deliberate, unhurried sleep that comes after a good lunch, the kind where you wake unsure of the hour and entirely at peace about it. I surfaced slowly, the light gone amber, the day having quietly carried on without me.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Dinner was Irfan's call, and Irfan wanted Thai, which meant Busaba at Bangsar Shopping Centre. There is something reassuring about a young person who knows precisely what he wants and is not shy about saying so, particularly when the answer involves tom yum. The food did its job, the conversation drifted pleasantly, and we let the evening take its own pace, in no hurry to be anywhere.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Then home, and rest. Two holidays bookended by morning rounds is a peculiar rhythm, but there is a logic to it &mdash; the work anchoring the days that might otherwise float off entirely. Tomorrow the calendar reasserts itself and the ordinary week resumes. I find I don't mind. There is comfort in the return of structure, in knowing that the rounds will go on, the colleagues will fly back, and the small machinery of normal life will pick up where it left off.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">For now, though, an early night. A good meal, a better nap, and Thai food chosen by someone with strong opinions. As holidays go, it asked for very little and gave back rather a lot.</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/rss-comments-entry-36507276.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>A Holiday That Forgot to Check the Roster</title><category>Apple Store</category><category>Diary</category><category>MacBook Neo</category><category>Mid Valley</category><category>TRX</category><category>holiday</category><dc:creator>Haris Abdul Rahman</dc:creator><pubDate>Mon, 01 Jun 2026 15:35:02 +0000</pubDate><link>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/2026/6/1/a-holiday-that-forgot-to-check-the-roster.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">321467:3370069:36507246</guid><description><![CDATA[<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body"><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="https://youtu.be/aCzw6a2OyyA" target="_blank"><img src="http://harisrahman.com/storage/260601 Pic.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1780328204333" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 800px;">Please click the photo above to play the daily video</span></span>There is a particular irony to a public holiday that arrives for everyone except you. The Agong's birthday had emptied the roads and shuttered half the city, yet the ward, as ever, took no notice of the calendar. Patients do not observe royal occasions, and neither, it seems, does the morning round. So while the rest of the country lay in, I made my quiet pilgrimage through the wards, notes in hand, the corridors unusually hushed.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Two of the team had vanished eastward &mdash; off to a meeting in China, leaving the rest of us to redistribute the workload with the cheerful resignation of people who know complaining changes nothing. The round went smoothly enough, and by noon I was free, which on a holiday feels less like an achievement and more like an unexpected refund.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Anita and I pointed the car towards Wangsa Maju, drawn back to Alpha Angle for lunch. There is something pleasantly unhurried about returning to a place that once formed the backdrop to ordinary life. When we lived in Gombak, this was where we drifted on idle afternoons, before either of us had the sense to wonder where the years were going. The mall has changed in the small ways malls do &mdash; a shopfront here, a new signboard there &mdash; but the bones of it remain familiar, and familiarity, on a day off, is its own kind of comfort.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Lunch slid easily into groceries, as these things tend to. One does not set out to buy a trolley's worth of provisions, and yet there I was, examining the relative virtues of one cut of something against another, while Anita made the more decisive calls. We left heavier than we arrived, which is the unspoken contract of any visit to a supermarket.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">From there to Mid Valley, on a mission for bedding &mdash; a phrase that sounds far grander than the reality, which was the two of us standing before a wall of identical white linen, trying to detect meaningful differences in thread counts neither of us fully understood. We chose something, eventually. We always do.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The final stop was the Apple Store at TRX, where the day's true purpose quietly revealed itself. Anita had her eye on the new MacBook Neo, and after the requisite admiring of the thing in its box, she walked out with the citrus model &mdash; a colour that manages to be cheerful without being loud, much like its new owner. There is a small ceremony to collecting a new machine: the heft of it, the promise of a clean slate, the faint suspicion that one's old habits will migrate across regardless.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">We came home as the light softened, the boot full, the day quietly accounted for. Not every holiday needs to be remarkable. Some are simply for retracing old steps, buying sensible things, and watching someone you love choose a laptop the colour of marmalade. That, I think, is holiday enough.</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/rss-comments-entry-36507246.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>Walking the City Awake</title><category>Azul Adnan</category><category>Diary</category><category>Makan.BUZZ</category><category>Merdeka 118</category><category>Photography</category><category>Robin Wong</category><category>Sun City</category><category>dinner</category><category>photowalk</category><category>wagyu</category><dc:creator>Haris Abdul Rahman</dc:creator><pubDate>Sun, 31 May 2026 15:54:10 +0000</pubDate><link>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/2026/5/31/walking-the-city-awake.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">321467:3370069:36507213</guid><description><![CDATA[<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body"><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="https://youtu.be/LPVJFkQsFas" target="_blank"><img src="http://harisrahman.com/storage/260531 Pic.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1780243024935" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 800px;">Please click the photo above to play the daily video</span></span>Sunday started with purpose and good company. Azul and Robin were already waiting when I arrived &mdash; our walking group has become one of those fixtures that anchors the weekend properly. This morning brought a few new faces too: Jon, Andrew, and Santik, who folded into the group with the easy camaraderie that seems to happen naturally when people walk together. There's something about moving at the same pace that shortcuts the usual small talk.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Breakfast was at Al Baik, which set us up nicely for the miles ahead. But then came the gut punch. Light Capture Cafe &mdash; closed. Gone since January, apparently. I stood there processing this with the particular devastation reserved for discovering a beloved spot has vanished while you weren't paying attention. You always assume these places will just be there. They aren't obliged to wait for you, of course, but it stings nonetheless.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Medan Pasar remains under renovation, still wrapped in its scaffolding and promises. KL is a city perpetually in the process of becoming something &mdash; whether that something is better or simply different remains to be seen. We stopped instead at Makan.BUZZ, which was living up to its name with an energy that bordered on infectious. Full tables, good noise, the clatter and hum of a place that knows it's doing something right.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">From there, we cut through Central Market and threaded our way through Chinatown towards Merdeka 118, the tower making its presence felt long before you're anywhere near it. The real destination, though, was the lobby &mdash; Azul has his work displayed there, which is no small thing. It's a grand space, all height and light and polished surfaces, and seeing someone you walk with on Sunday mornings represented in a building of that scale gives you a quiet thrill. We admired it properly, because that's what friends do.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The return leg took us to Dayabumi via the MRT, legs pleasantly tired, the morning's mileage sitting well in the bones.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">At home, I caught the first episode of&nbsp;<em>Star City</em>&nbsp;over lunch &mdash; the new&nbsp;<em>For All Mankind</em>&nbsp;spin-off. Early days, but it has the feel of something that knows where it's going. Enough to warrant a second episode, certainly.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The afternoon turned domestic. A drive out to WMart and Bangsar Village for groceries, which is the kind of errand that passes for leisure when you're in the right mood. There's a meditative quality to choosing ingredients when you already know what you're cooking.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">And what I was cooking was wagyu. Sunday steak night remains non-negotiable in this household, and wagyu elevates the ritual to something approaching reverence. Seared simply, rested properly, served without fuss. Some traditions don't need improving, only honouring.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">A full day, but the right kind of full. The kind where your feet ache and your kitchen smells wonderful and you've seen a friend's art on the wall of the tallest building in the country.</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/rss-comments-entry-36507213.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>The City, Twice</title><category>Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad</category><category>Cafe</category><category>Central Market</category><category>Dataran Merdeka</category><category>Day Out</category><category>Diary</category><category>Jibby Chow</category><category>Nala</category><category>River of Life</category><category>Tannin Hill</category><category>weekend</category><dc:creator>Haris Abdul Rahman</dc:creator><pubDate>Sat, 30 May 2026 13:22:20 +0000</pubDate><link>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/2026/5/30/the-city-twice.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">321467:3370069:36507189</guid><description><![CDATA[<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body"><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="https://youtu.be/_R_lQm80Iks" target="_blank"><img src="http://harisrahman.com/storage/260530 Pic.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1780147442522" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 800px;">Please click the photo above to play the daily video</span></span>The long weekend announced itself properly &mdash; rounds started early and wrapped up by noon, which is exactly the kind of Saturday morning that earns its afternoon. With the rest of the day wide open, I took Anita into the city, starting at Central Market.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">There was a bittersweet errand first. Nala, the outlet in <a href="https://www.tripadvisor.com.my/Attraction_Review-g298570-d8817883-Reviews-Kasturi_Walk-Kuala_Lumpur_Wilayah_Persekutuan.html" target="_blank">Kasturi Walk</a>, is doing a <a href="https://naladesigns.com/bye-buy-✨/" target="_blank">closing down sale</a>. It's always a shame when a place you've browsed happily over the years decides to fold. You don't realise how much a shop has become part of your mental map of a place until someone announces it's leaving. We paid our respects in the way one does &mdash; by buying things at a discount and feeling vaguely guilty about it.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Lunch was at <a href="https://centralmarket.com.my/store-category/food-and-beverages/pak-jen/" target="_blank">Pak Jen</a>, quick and unfussy, the kind of meal that exists to refuel rather than linger. It did its job admirably.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Afterwards, we wandered across to <a href="https://bsas.com.my" target="_blank">Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad</a>, mostly on a whim, and found ourselves genuinely surprised. The new wing was open &mdash; something I hadn't expected &mdash; and it's been fitted out with a cluster of restaurants and caf&eacute;s that give the whole building a completely different energy. Heritage architecture with modern tenants. It works rather well.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">We tried <a href="https://tanninhill.com" target="_blank">Tannin Hill</a>, a tea house that offered a tasting menu. The concept was lovely, the execution generous &mdash; perhaps too generous, if we're being honest. By the fourth or fifth steep, we'd crossed the line from pleasantly caffeinated to faintly overwhelmed. There is, it turns out, such a thing as too much tea. A sentence I never expected to write.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">We walked it off, exploring the rest of the new spaces, and somewhere during the stroll the idea formed: we'd come back this evening with Irfan. The place deserved a second visit, preferably with a different stomach.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">So that's exactly what we did. Dinner at Jibby Chow, because Irfan had his heart set on dim sum, and Jibby Chow delivers on that front without argument. Idlan was too tired to tag along, which is the quiet prerogative of anyone who's had enough socialising for one day. No judgement. Some evenings you simply don't have a second outing in you.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">After dinner, we returned to Bangunan Sultan Abdul Samad as planned. The building looks different at night &mdash; the lighting picks out details you miss in daylight, and the whole precinct takes on a more relaxed, almost European quality. We stopped at <a href="https://www.nikonekomatcha.com" target="_blank">Niko Neko</a> for matcha, which I'll describe diplomatically as an acquired taste. Irfan seemed more convinced than I was. I suspect matcha is one of those things you either feel strongly about or simply endure politely while waiting for someone else to finish theirs.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The walk back was the best part, really. The city at night, properly strolled rather than rushed through. KL rewards you when you slow down, and tonight it was in a generous mood.</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/rss-comments-entry-36507189.xml</wfw:commentRss></item><item><title>Back to Earth</title><category>Apple Plus</category><category>Diary</category><category>For All MankindStar City</category><category>long weekend</category><dc:creator>Haris Abdul Rahman</dc:creator><pubDate>Fri, 29 May 2026 13:58:27 +0000</pubDate><link>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/2026/5/29/back-to-earth.html</link><guid isPermaLink="false">321467:3370069:36507145</guid><description><![CDATA[<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body"><span class="full-image-block ssNonEditable"><span><a href="https://youtu.be/P8FCq3kDcZA" target="_blank"><img src="http://harisrahman.com/storage/260529 Pic.jpg?__SQUARESPACE_CACHEVERSION=1780063184250" alt="" /></a></span><span class="thumbnail-caption" style="width: 800px;">Please click the photo above to play the daily video</span></span>There's a particular gear-change that happens on the first day back after a holiday. The body is present, the mind mostly so, but somewhere in between there's a faint drag &mdash; like driving with the handbrake half on. You remember how to do everything; you just remember it slightly slower than usual.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Clinic was busier than expected, which is often the way after a break. The appointments stack up while you're away, patients accumulate like unread emails, and the whole thing spills well past lunchtime. There's no easing back in gently. The day simply starts at full pace and expects you to keep up.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">By two o'clock, I was in a virtual meeting with the Asia Pacific Leukaemia Consortium, which on any other afternoon might have commanded my full attention. Today, though, the tank was running on fumes. I sat through it with the particular brand of tired concentration where you're technically following the discussion but couldn't reliably summarise it five minutes later. The spirit was willing. The eyelids had other ideas.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The rest of the afternoon was given over to paperwork &mdash; the administrative backlog that builds quietly during any absence, waiting patiently for your return like a loyal but deeply tedious pet. I worked through it steadily enough, but the clock seemed to move with deliberate slowness, each completed form immediately replaced by another.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">Home after six, which felt late for a Friday. An early dinner, nothing elaborate, just fuel. The kind of meal where function wins comfortably over form.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The evening, though &mdash; the evening delivered. We sat down for the season finale of&nbsp;<em><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/For_All_Mankind_(TV_series)" target="_blank">For All Mankind</a></em>, and it did not disappoint. There's something bittersweet about reaching the end of a season you've been genuinely invested in. You want the resolution, but you don't want the watching to stop. The finale landed well &mdash; satisfying without being neat, conclusive without closing every door. And the good news is there's another season coming, which softens the blow considerably. Even better, a new spin-off series has been announced &mdash;&nbsp;<em>Star City</em>&nbsp;&mdash; which suggests the universe they've built isn't finished expanding. More of that world is hard to argue with.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">It's a funny thing, finishing a long day of work that drains you and then finding energy you didn't know you had for a television programme. Perhaps that's what good storytelling does &mdash; it borrows from a different reserve entirely. The one that clinic and consortium meetings can't touch.</p>
<p class="leading-[1.7] whitespace-normal break-words font-claude-response-body">The weekend starts tomorrow. The holiday may be over, but at least the week had the decency to be short.</p>]]></description><wfw:commentRss>http://harisrahman.com/my-blog/rss-comments-entry-36507145.xml</wfw:commentRss></item></channel></rss>